Some days, IF I allow myself, I can become so very discouraged with the world and its' people. I must be very very careful because I can sometimes find myself becoming very cynical. Trust me when I say, I do not want to admit this, but I must, as it is truth. I look around and see so much that breaks my heart, makes me angry and makes me feel great sympathy. I struggle and groan within myself as the thoughts and the sights of the world often drain me and make me want to run. All I can think is "why don't they just WALK WITH GOD?"
As a Christian, I often wonder why people don't "get it". I have to be cautious because if I'm not, I'll find myself becoming judgemental towards others and I know THIS is NOT the answer.....the answer is simply to pray for those who do not know Him and live such hopeless lives. I am being honest here to say that sometimes though, I get that horrible feeling inside that I don't even want to pray for some people because in "my opinion," they are just "too lost" and won't ever change.
But my spirit cries out to my flesh....WALK WITH GOD.....WALK WITH GOD........WALK WITH GOD!!! IF I choose to abide by the Spirit, then to WALK WITH GOD means that I must put the fleshy feelings aside, live like HE did to the best of my ability, serve like HE did and love like HE did. It's hard Lord and my flesh screams loudly that it doesn't want to but in the depths of my heart Lord, you know I do want to walk with You.
Help me Lord....help me.....
WALK WITH GOD.
the solitary
9 years ago
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