It's Been Hard

Ok.....it's been a long long time since I've blogged. My mind has deliberately not wanted to write again and I'll explain why, not that anyone particularly cares, but here it is anyway.....

If you notice, the 2nd to the last blog of mine has a picture of my precious sister Lou, standing in her doorway, waving goodbye to us as we left the last time we saw her. Not long after that, she was not able to walk anymore, so this is my last picture of her standing up. I'm being brutally honest here, brutally. Somewhere in my pea sized brain, it's been hard to post anything more cause I know that picture of her will drop further and further down the page till it cannot be seen any longer and I just haven't wanted that to happen. I know that's probably ridicously stupid, but it's true.

So there it is, the truth. I have missed blogging, the simple act of writing down what I'm feeling or thinking, not that it's important or that anyone really cares but somehow, it's important to me and I know it's important to my Jesus.